day 30: one-month putting vowels and consonants together

FINALLY! this is the word that describes my state of mind today. after 30 days of writing atomic essays.

don’t get me wrong, i enjoyed this thing. everyday i had to come up with something fresh to talk about.

somedays i would feel like the great Fernando Pessoa himself. sharp with words, creating sequences that would marvel even the one writing these words.

other days i would feel like i’ve passed my literacy test by a close margin. putting 5 words in sequence to form a sentence was more painful than watching a Twitter debate.

but even in those days where writing was easy, i would agonize over an uncomfortable subject e.i. my heavy drinking in the past. or even my lack of ambition. or my aversion to productivity.

anyway, i am glad i survived it.

i may not be a role model but at least i hope that some of these stories served as a warning to you. knowing what to avoid is just as important as knowing what to pursue.

this is one of the hardest essays to close, it marks the end of a cycle, and i was never great at saying goodbye.

and hopefully, this will be only a see you soon.